The sky is full of zeroes and ones
Ever since the beautiful new Minneapolis Central Library opened downtown, I've made it a point to walk down the the library once every week or two... when it's not winter. The walk across the river is far too windy and brutal during the cold months, so it's been ages since my last visit.
Today I took my first library trip of the season and it has cheered me unmeasurably.
I'm slowly emerging from my funk. I've just been incredibly negative lately and I don't have any good reasons to be negative. I'm far too hard on myself when it comes to pretty much everything. Add to that the monotony of winter and a big bad funk is born.
At least I'm aware of my issues, right?
It's not that nothing good has happened for me lately. I mean, I am going to Ireland. Ireland! I've never been farther afield than Vancouver or Cancun. Neither has Brad. Our trip is now less than a month away and we have everything planned and budgeted. I've been reading up on Irish writers and Irish history and getting ever more excited to go.
And in an attempt to save money for the trip and also to be more healthy, Brad and I have drastically curtailed our eating-out habit over the last month. This has had the result of not only saving us a significant amount of money, but I've also lost some weight and learned that I actually enjoy cooking on a regular basis. As a vegetarian, it turns out it's more satisfying to cook whatever I want than to go out to a restaurant and choose between one or two menu choices that don't really look that appealing anyway. Why didn't I think of that earlier?
I really should be posting some of the recipes I've come across lately because we've been having lots of culinary successes. And did I mention I can finally fit into my pants again? This is doing wonders for my ability to breathe. And my self-esteem.
So, anyway. Spring is around the corner and I think I'll survive that long.
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March is rough. I don't even think it's about the severity of the winter's weather, either, because I've lived in places with horrid March weather (Maine, Montana) and mild (Monterey CA, Savannah GA, western Slovenia), and it's the home stretch no matter what. I think it might be as much about the yearning as the days lengthen as it is the need for spring weather.
Anyway, I'm sure you'll survive that long, and this month or two is a low, fallow time for many.
Oh, and: this!
Posted by: sgazzetti | 2:19AM, 03.12.08
Good to hear from you again. Hope the funky feeling fades. It will. I'm almost as excited to hear about your trip to Ireland as you are to go...
Posted by: simon | 3:59AM, 03.12.08
Also, on the subject of cool libraries...
Posted by: simon | 6:07AM, 03.12.08
Very, very cool library.
Also, I really wish I liked eggplant/aubergine, but ... ew. It's interesting to me that chicken tikka masala is the UK's favorite food. That just seems so obscure. I can guarantee it's not the US's favorite food. I adore Indian food in general, even though I can't rally behind an eggplant version of anything.
I am loving the vegetarian & vegan section of that website, though.
Posted by: andrea | 11:42AM, 03.12.08
I've found that the end of that winter cabin fever comes the first time you can wear just a mid-weight coat or jacket outside and not freeze. That day was Tuesday (March 11 for those of you not inclined to check posting dates) if you live in Minnesota. You can almost feel the sunlight pass through you and lend its warmth to you, body and soul.
I may have had more to write, but I'm just going to let the above prose be the highlight.
Posted by: Mike | 10:55PM, 03.12.08