Creature of habit
After being home for three days, I'm actually at work today. Being at home for three days has really increased my appreciation for work. I'm still feeling a bit sick, but I'm getting by. I do like my cats, but it's nice to be among society today.
Today, of course, is the first day of November, which means it's the start of NaBloPoMo, which means I'll be around here more than usual. I'm also starting, today, to work on getting myself back into a steady routine. It's something I'm really bad at, but recently I've learned that it's crucial for my physical and mental health.
One of the things I've let slide is my sleep habits. Several months ago, I read and took the advice in this article about how to become an early riser. I couldn't believe how well it worked and how much better I slept after changing my routine. Being someone with a history of multiple sleep disorders (don't get me started on how terrifying sleep paralysis* can be, or the nightmares/anxious dreams that have me waking up in a cold sweat almost every night), I never realized how much better I would feel if I just got better quality sleep.
But ever since Brad's injury kind of upset the natural order of things in our household, I've let my sleep habits slide more and more. And I haven't been exercising, which makes it worse. I'm sure that my lack of routine has made my current malaise that much worse. So today I'm trying to get back into the healthy routines it's taken me so long to figure out. Let's hope it helps.
* There's a dearth of information on the internet about sleep paralysis, and on the whole, I've found it to be self-contradictory. There's a short article on Wikipedia , if you want a basic idea of what it is. There's a pretty good article here that describes some of the sensations accompanied by the experience. The experience was so terrible for me at first that until I learned what it was, I really thought I was going crazy.
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I'm glad to hear you're on the upswing. I was getting worried that you would be in no shape for tomorrow as I know you have plans.
I can't say I know much about dreams, sleep habits, and all the like. Sometimes I get a dream that recurs within a week, I've dreamt in black and white just once, and for a while I had nightmares involving tornadoes, thunder louder than anything I've ever heard while awake, and lightning strikes that would catapult me into the air in my dream and I would awake with a start.
But enough about that. If quality sleep is a problem for you, have you ever looked into one of those sleep number deals?
Posted by: Mike | 9:44PM, 11.01.07
Hi Mike!
Funny thing - we do have a Sleep Number bed. And it's great. My problems with sleeping have more to do with me and less to do with my environment. I'm just screwed up. :P
Posted by: andrea | 7:28AM, 11.02.07
And here I was, all ready to blame Brad's snoring. :)
Posted by: Tracy | 2:37PM, 11.02.07
Oh, yeah, the sleep paralysis thing. I used to get this fairly frequently, and though it was usually pretty mild, it still used to freak me the hell out. For some reason it has stopped entirely, and I can't recall the last time it happened to me.
Good luck with your habit-makeover. We'll be watching.
Posted by: sgazzetti | 3:21PM, 11.02.07
sgazetti: I had it pretty severely, with strange noises and evil hallucinations and the whole nine yards. I don't get it very often anymore, probably because I've learned how to relax and ignore it when it's happening, and then I drift off to sleep. Glad to hear it doesn't seem to be happening to you anymore.
Posted by: andrea | 3:36PM, 11.02.07
Hey, I'm making the rounds to the blogs in the MN group for NaBloPoMo. I've gotten into really bad sleep habits since my last child was born. I really need to work on that. I think I'll save it for a New Year's Resolution, but I'm inspired that you made changes.
SBW
Minnesota expat
Posted by: SBW | 9:23PM, 11.02.07
SBW - thanks for stopping by! Where did you used to live in MN?
Posted by: andrea | 11:48AM, 11.03.07